CRIED by Candice Glover – No longer holding it in

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To all my of you who have unknowingly cried along with me…. at night, in separate cities, states and countries, all sharing this same bond… “I’m crying out loud, not keeping it in…”

CRIED by Candice Glover [VIDEO]

There’s nothing left
‘Cause you took it all
I hope to fly / But you make me fall
And I’m tired, oh I
I kept a smile for all those years
But I’m so sick of fighting my tears
I’m so tired, oh I
And I’m, at my wit’s end
No more holding it in

So I cried, and I cried, And I cried, and I cried

So I cried, for all of the pain that you brought
And I cried, for all of the heart ache you caused
I tried to be the girl that never complains
But holding it in is driving me insane
So I cried, oh I cried

I’m on a limb / And I’m ’bout to jump
I gave it all / But you gave me none
And I’m tired, oh
Down inside, feel it coming out
I wanna but I can’t stop now
And I’m tired, oh I
And I’m at my wit’s end, Ain’t no more holding it in
So I cried, and I cried, And I cried, and I cried

This is for every time I let it go
All of the nights that I spent alone
It’s been too hard to hold back the pain
So like the cloud let it fall like the rain
(no more hiding, I’m done, no biting my tongue)
Yes I’m gon’ make a sound
‘Cause I’m crying out loud

So I cried, for all of the pain that you brought
And I cried, for all of the heart ache you caused (caused)
I tried to be the girl that never complains
But holding it in is driving me insane
So I cried, and I cried, And I cried, and I cried
Cried, and I cried, And I cried, and I cried
And I cried, and I cried, And I cried, and I cried

Where I’d send you for help if we talked…

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These are resources that I have used and found my help for recovery and healing. 


THERAPY/COUNSELING…

  • Domestic Violence Services of Lancaster County (717) 299-1249    Free DV Counseling and more   website
  • Pennsylvania Counseling Services (717) 392-8848  Family Based Counseling and more  website

WEBSITES/BLOGS…


SOME OF THE BEST BOOKS I HAVE READ …

The Verbally Abusive Relationship by Patricia Evans  How to Recognize it and How to Respond
Why Does He Do That?: Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men by Lundy Bancroft    How to improve, survive, or leave an abusive relationship
Not Under Bondage by Barbara Roberts    Biblical Divorce for Adultery, Abuse and Desertion
The Verbally Abusive Man – Can he change? by Patricia Evans    A Guide to Deciding Whether to Stay or Go
Controlling People by Patricia Evans   How to recognize understand and deal with people who try to control you
The Emotionally Destructive Marriage by Leslie Vernick   How to Find Your Voice and Reclaim Your Hope


OTHER RESOURCES …